Kaitlin Marie Booth

A month, a month already

I cant believe it. Kaitlin please come to me and tell me you are getting used to heaven. Tell me that you are watching me and everyone else. please Kaitlin i wish you were still here, texting me. A month has gone by without hearing your voice or seeing your smile. i am looking up at you right now. Kaitlin you will always be in my heart. My soul. When you left us i felt like a big chunk of my heart was torn out and sent up with your beautiful soul. I am sitting here, tearing and my thoughts are flying at 100 miles per hour. Thinking of all of our memories. I love you kaitlin. i always will. I think of you every day, hour, minute, second. Katilin Marie Booth, just come back.

I love you

hii kaitlin<3 today i saw a picture of monkeys and i thought of you. haha. only because i remember that timed we called your brother and we told him we were getting attacked by CANADIAN MONKEYS! Lol ! Only you and me would make those monkeys up.. unless they are real ! (= lol. and tomorrow im going over your house to see noelle,your brother,and your mom. and if you'd like i will glady annoy your brotherlol. just kidding thats your job (:
         oh yeah, i was looking at my phone and then i went to videos and i have a video of you in your room SCREAMING & LAUGHING because i kept pocking your stomach ! and your like rolling around all over your bedd! its really funny i also have another video of me recording you and your brother yelling at eachother or slapping or whatever you guys were doing. (= you guys were soo funny. (=
           but i still cant believe your gone it just feels like you were at my house trying to make me play Pictonary( the one when you draw on the man) & i was just screaming "ITS TERRIBLE" and you would just say "BUT ITS THE MAN" i wish we got to play it. just to prove how weird it is (= lol just kidding. but there are so many things going on right now & all i want is just to talk to you & NO ONE ELSE. and NO ONE can EVER REPLACE YOU AS MY my BESTFRIEND<3 no one could ever take your place of that.
   but it just kills me knowning that i will never see you again.. but i remember we were talking about how me and you were always going to be bestfriends and how we were probably end up going to preston together. but now we will ALWAYS be bestfriends because you died as my bestfriend, so you'll ALWAYS be my bestfriend. and im glad that i can say my bestfriend is you. but no one has no idea how much i cant go another day without you standing right beside me. but i know your in a better place but i still wish i could see your face.

Kaitlin, yesterday, I passed AT&T store and i remember when me you and noelle had to get u a new phone because u lost yours at CHUCK E. CHEESE lol

But i remember we had to rush because u had a softball game.I can see that day soo perfectly <3

xoxo Miss u soo much

Jul

My Dearest Bestfriend;

        FOREVER YOU WILL BE MISSED. I'll always keep you in my heart; so will be together always. Wow it seems like yesterday we were talking on the internet; saying how we needed to hang out. Just like old times <3 I'm just wishing we can go to caitlin's house ; and brush that beautiful firey locks of silky hair. Come to school; and hang out. Kaitlin, lets see the world. I still hear that voice saying MEOWY ; ahaa. Come back kaitlin. We all miss you. Out of all people; you my beauitful sister <3 You left me without warning; my heart cant take this. Please not now. I remember the first time we met. People to me and i was new; you stood up for me. i then it hit me we were gunna be best friends. i will never stop loving you. your the best sister i ever had. im screaming; calling your name; answer me. The last thing you said to me was i miss you. My heart overjoyed. We'll meet again . .i promise<3

Song Lyrics from Mariah Carey.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye