KayKay,I can go on forever telling stories of you and me. Everyday I think about you all day long. I thought it would get easier as time goes by, but I feel it is getting harder. I have to remind myself this is really happening. I know you sent Jorge to me and I thank you. He definitely distracts me from it all, I was going nuts before. You were and always will be a huge part of me, and it is weird how he will never know you. I will never forget you and will share your life with everyone. Caitlin came over for dinner last night and I just couldn't help but feel the missing piece which is you. She is always welcome and in some weird way, I see you through her and I feel okay for the moment. I got a little freaked out yelling her name and I had to stop and walk away. I had flashbacks of me calling out to you but when I realized it was her I was actually calling and you weren't going to walk towards me I had a mini break down; a shot of reality. I can't wait to start softball. This season is dedicated to you. I know how excited we were to play together so I had a helmet made for you so you can be with me at every game! Kaitlin, I want you to know how much your Noey loves you. We may have fought like cats an dogs but I understand, no teen wanted to listen to what their Noey was telling them! haha :) We argue with the ones we love cause we know they will never stop loving us and will be there in 2 seconds when we need them. I hope I made an impact in your life somehow. I will cherish our memories forever. I am so happy I was able to be your Noey and take care of you and be with you daily. You were my buddy and always will be.
I love you forever and ever xoxox <3
You and I were INSEPARABLE & when we werent with eachother we would text eachother like CRAZY! You know Kaitlin I never knew it was even possible to miss someone this much.. It just hurts so much to miss someone like this. I remember one time you and I were talking and then you and I both said "I have a good feeling we will be best friends forever." And you know what Kaitlin, we were right. Kaitlin, I never had a friend that could be so much like me. We both had red hair, had the same taste in music & clothing, laughed and acted like total FREAKS, and we understood eachother completely. You know friends usually get into at least ONE fight & Kaitlin, you and I NEVER did we NEVER even got mad at eachother. We never even got sick of being of eachother. And Kaitlin, I first didnt want to go to Villa.. but I'm so glad I went, because I got to meet the most wonderful person and the best friend I could ever have in my entire life. I love you and miss you so much Kaitlin. No one can ever replace you as my best friend.
