Kaitlin Marie Booth

Kaitlin, 4 months already....

1/3 of a year without my best friend...

Words can not express how much i miss you.

I wish i could tell you secrets or see you at the park or email you,

I cant believe its 4 months already, it feels like forever

I wish i can see your beautiful face or bright smile or radient personality...

i miss my best friend

 no one can ever take your big special place in my heart

love you

xoxox

Don't tell JawJan, but she made me cry with her last post. I don't want her to think I have a soft spot or something...I need to keep my hardcore attitude LOL I miss you more than you'd ever know. Everything reminds me of you and I don't go a minute without thinking of you. I can't get you or any of this out of my head, it just keeps replaying. I keep thinking how I could have been there to prevent this nightmare :( I'll never forget our time together, I cherish each day we had. I remember everything we did, every talk we had, every place we went, as if it were yesterday. I'll carry you with me everyday (no literally, cause there is a cat on my back LOL) You're my angel cat! I love you forever and ever xoxox

Katie - does it ever get easier?  I see how much your family and friends miss you.  They miss you so much and they all hurt in their own way.  I feel like I am watching everyone in slow motion trying to get through the days.  You see you were the world to mom, dad, MJ, Noey and all your friends (including me!).  I can't stand to the see the emptiness in their eyes.  I think of you often and it is always of you smiling and laughing.  When mom and I went to the cemetry we cried and laughed cause we miss you so much and at the same time we have those happy, funny memories of you.  I said you were the only person who could make us laugh and cry in a matter of minutes.  Mom said you were an "old soul" and I agreed but still it was too short of a time here on earth.  I know He had plans for you but I wish we could have stolen a few more years with you.  If you can stay close to them Katie - they need to feel you close and you need to know you will never, ever be forgotten!!!! Never...  Sending you my love up to heaven like the picture!!

I miss you & love you & need you so much. Kaitlin, it's been almost 4 months.. and thats way too long. Kaitlin I just don't think I can keep living life without you, but I know I have too, even though I really just want to be with you. I miss everything about you and I being together. We should be making more odd things up instead of me writting things about what we have done and how much I miss you. Kaitlin, people say "everything happens for a reason" well for you to leave everyone who loves you I still see no reason, and I don't think I ever will. People also say your in a "better place" well of course you are, but you were just doing fine here, where you belong. I really do hate not being with you. You know I'm trying to be strong for you and other people. One of our friends said that I'm the strongest person they have ever met. Well Kaitlin, all this of me being "strong" of what I'm doing is all for you. I know you don't want me to be sad.. but Kaitlin I really can't help it. Even though I'm sad and think about you all the time.. I never really show it to anyone. But there isn't a day when I don't think about you.. because I always do. And Kaitlin I hope you know how much I loved you when you were here and how much I love you now. I really do, because you were and are my best friend.. but I wouldn't even call you my best friend.. because Kaitlin you were more like my sister. <3 I love you and will never forget you Kaitlin Marie Booth.

I need books to write all of our memories, every talk we had, all the laughs, bad times, good times, and so on. I know what we had and so do you and that's all that matters to me. I love you, I never will stop. I will miss you more and more each day until we meet again. I like to believe that you are safe, happy, with your loved ones and brightening heaven with your smile and humor everyday. I love you and you will ALWAYS BE MY KAYKAY! xoxox